Last year, this time we were us... Your absence is like that thin line between life and living.
Come, don't sacrifice where your voice comes from! I wear the sweater you left me, once in a while, so it doesn't wear out. Whenever I wear your sweater; I look at the world with your eyes, beloved. I see myself; the MOST beautiful version of me that you left in me... You never left me!
YOU... COME BEFORE MY LONGING ENDS, BEFORE SOMEONE EARNS ME, BEFORE I leave you... COME BEFORE TIME STEALS US FROM US.
You are my bleeding wound, my darling; the one I never want to heal...
Now, I've become FIRE, I've become CORRESCENCE, COME before I become ASHES!
You only hear my anguish, not my pleas to COME. The embers of my love flow to you like the redness of the sunset, but you don't BURN!
Earthquakes inside me, that overwhelming silence outside, YOU DON'T HEAR!
I am collecting letters to lost time, dear, maybe you will read them, you in me...
Ah! Come, even if my life is gone, we'll call love happiness: We'll be TWO rivers flowing into each other, one a BLOOD FIRE, one an ICE WATER. Don't make my love grow in the darkness of the night when your eyes are black!
COME ON!
You are a HUGE weight that sits on my heart, beloved; Even if you always stay there, even if I am full and overflowing with you, you still COME!
Your absence makes us tired, THIS LONGING KILLS US!
COME NOW!
Your love, your love fell into my womb once... COME even if you are not the one whose path I watch, but the one I GROW INSIDE ME.
I'm afraid, I'm afraid of being in labor; the day you were born, only to love... COME, so that this labor pain evolves into VUSLATA, so that what I grow inside me, finds LIFE in my hands.
WHEREAS YOU, You left so untimely that you left both yourself and me without wings...
Your name is like a sharp wind in my loneliness that refreshes my pain...
Even if you are entrusted to my DREAM, even if you are entrusted to my LOVE, even if only “WE” remain there; to be “ONE”, not separately, Come now...
Ah... Come now... You must come...
YOU MUST COME NOW...