\u0130nsan gen\u00e7ken ba\u015f\u0131na gelen her \u015feyi kader san\u0131yor.
\nBirinin gitmesini\u2026 Bir kap\u0131n\u0131n kapanmas\u0131n\u0131\u2026 \u0130\u00e7inde b\u00fcy\u00fcyen o tarifsiz bo\u015flu\u011fu\u2026<\/p>\n
Sonra zaman ge\u00e7iyor. \u0130nsan \u015funu fark ediyor. Hayat\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftiren \u015fey, ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131 de\u011fil asl\u0131nda. Ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7 d\u00fcnyada neye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7sel d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm biraz da kaderin dilini \u00e7\u00f6zmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak gibi.<\/p>\n
Hayat insan\u0131 bazen sert yerlerden ge\u00e7iriyor. Bir bak\u0131yorsun g\u00fcvendi\u011fin biri yabanc\u0131 olmu\u015f. Bir bak\u0131yorsun y\u0131llarca \u201cben buyum\u201d diye sar\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n taraflar\u0131n d\u00f6k\u00fclmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f. \u0130lk ba\u015fta buna y\u0131k\u0131m diyorsun. Sonra anl\u0131yorsun. Baz\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131\u015flar insan\u0131 par\u00e7alam\u0131yor. Uyand\u0131r\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan en \u00e7ok can\u0131 yand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kendine yakla\u015fabiliyor.<\/p>\n
Kalabal\u0131klar\u0131n i\u00e7inde y\u0131llarca kendinden ka\u00e7mak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn. S\u00fcrekli konu\u015farak, \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak, oyalanarak\u2026 Ama hayat bir g\u00fcn insan\u0131 kendi sesiyle ba\u015f ba\u015fa b\u0131rak\u0131yor. \u0130\u015fte en zor yer oras\u0131.<\/p>\n
Kendi i\u00e7ine bakmak.<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan de\u011fi\u015fmeye ba\u015flay\u0131nca \u00e7evresi de de\u011fi\u015fiyor. Eskiden normal gelen \u015feyler a\u011f\u0131r gelmeye ba\u015fl\u0131yor. Baz\u0131 sohbetler bo\u015f geliyor. Baz\u0131 insanlar yoruyor. Hatta bazen insan eski halini bile ta\u015f\u0131yam\u0131yor art\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Bunun biraz yas taraf\u0131 da var.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmek dedi\u011fimiz \u015fey yaln\u0131zca yeni birine d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmek de\u011fil. Eski kendinden vazge\u00e7mek ayn\u0131 zamanda.<\/p>\n
Belki o y\u00fczden insan ayn\u0131 yaralar\u0131 tekrar tekrar ya\u015f\u0131yor. Hayat \u00f6\u011frenmedi\u011fin \u015feyi farkl\u0131 y\u00fczlerle yeniden getiriyor \u00f6n\u00fcne. Ta ki sen ger\u00e7ekten g\u00f6rene kadar.<\/p>\n
En zor y\u00fczle\u015fme de bu zaten. Ba\u015fkalar\u0131yla de\u011fil, kendinle olan.<\/p>\n
Neden hep ayn\u0131 bo\u015flu\u011fa d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026 Neden baz\u0131 insanlara gere\u011finden fazla tutundu\u011funu\u2026 Neden kendini ihmal etti\u011fini\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir yerden sonra insan \u015funu anl\u0131yor. Kader bazen d\u0131\u015far\u0131da de\u011fil, insan\u0131n karakterinde gizli.<\/p>\n
Ve galiba olgunla\u015fmak dedi\u011fimiz \u015fey de burada ba\u015fl\u0131yor. S\u00fcrekli ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131 su\u00e7lamay\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131nca\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan kendinden ka\u00e7t\u0131k\u00e7a hayat ayn\u0131 aynay\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcne koyup duruyor.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7sel d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcn en a\u011f\u0131r taraf\u0131ysa kendini affetmek. Ge\u00e7 kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u015feyleri\u2026 Sustuklar\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Korkudan vazge\u00e7tiklerini\u2026 Yanl\u0131\u015f insanlara verdi\u011fin y\u0131llar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan bazen kendi vicdan\u0131nda uzun s\u00fcre s\u00fcrg\u00fcn gibi ya\u015f\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Sonra bir g\u00fcn yoruluyor. Ve ilk kez kendine biraz daha yumu\u015fak davranmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011freniyor.<\/p>\n
Bence ger\u00e7ek de\u011fi\u015fim tam o anda ba\u015fl\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Bug\u00fcn d\u00f6n\u00fcp ge\u00e7mi\u015fime bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda beni b\u00fcy\u00fcten \u015feyin ba\u015far\u0131lar\u0131m olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum. Yaralar\u0131m olmu\u015f. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ba\u015far\u0131 insan\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcyor. Ac\u0131ysa i\u00e7ini.<\/p>\n
Ve kader galiba en \u00e7ok orada yaz\u0131l\u0131yor.
\n\u0130nsan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na gelenlerde de\u011fil\u2026
\nBa\u015f\u0131na gelenlerden sonra kalbinin neye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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